Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

20 years old
Female
from NJ

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    • nice.

      5 days ago

      Pelessaria Psychedelic Venom

      so, i think my life is slowly getting back on track.

      yeah, there's still a few bumps, and shit.. but no one said shit was easy.

      i should be able to go back to school in the fall, to finish what i couldn't.

      i've also got a small band i've put together where i do vocals, also got a new guitar & drumset too. :>


      depression is still kicking my ass, but i'm still going on and waking up.

      all ya need is a couple good friends. i'm slowly working on fixing myself.

      thanks guys for sticking here with me, through all my dumb shit and absences. 

    • hi all

      1 week ago

      Pelessaria Psychedelic Venom

      please keep my mother in your thoughts, i've got some news about her health yesterday that was not the best.

      i hope you're all well, and i wish i could be on here more.

    • CptZSLight asked Pelessaria a question

      not a question but I just want you to know that you are like my best friend too :3

      Answered: May 5, 2017

      awww

    • thaidanh asked Pelessaria a question

      Am I ded yet? Can I be ded yet?

      Answered: May 5, 2017

      no.

      and why am i just seeing this now?

    • happy birthday to meeee

      3 weeks ago

      Pelessaria Psychedelic Venom

      let's hope this one will be good.

    • ah yes

      3 weeks ago

      Pelessaria Psychedelic Venom

      when the anxiety™ hits you just right

      (i also have a funeral i must attend tomorrow, so maybe that's why i feel so off..)

    • sleeeeepy

      4 weeks ago

      Pelessaria Psychedelic Venom

      all the time.

      i legit have no energy at all, lately.

      still waiting on calls/doctor(s)

      tbh i know i'm v boring lately.

    • when your

      1 month ago

      Pelessaria Psychedelic Venom

      pain has been worsening, along with your symptoms.

      i really hope this can be treated in some way, or another.

      though, i'd like to be properly diagnosed first.

      i miss ya guys.

      peace out, dudes.

    • hi guys!

      1 month ago

      Pelessaria Psychedelic Venom

      don't worry, i'm still alive. :p 

      i've just been stuck dealing with some dumb shit, as usual.. and also just been feeling sick (as usual).

      i have not been back to my doctor yet for my testing, so i have no update on that just yet, but will post whenever i know something.

      hope you're all well. ♥

    • small update

      1 month ago

      Pelessaria Psychedelic Venom

      i'm going back to the doctor soon, for further "testing" to see if what i have is really fibromyalgia.

      though first, they want to check it's nothing else underlying that is mimicking fibromyalgia, which happens from time to time.

      let's hope for the best, i suppose.

      i've been in so much pain (more than usual) for the past couple months/to a year. legit to the point i cannot even move/function, or i'm just in tears from it. (and i've got a pretty high pain tolerance.)

      (i should mention i've had pain for years, but it's been worsening as of latelyish. ...latelyish? yeah, that's a word now.)


      this probably makes no sense because i've gotten shit for sleep the past couple weeks. so hopefully it's at least understandable lmao

  • About Me

    Hiii. I go by Zy, Nyx, or Kira. (All nicknames.)

    I'm that chick that pretty much throws up a peace sign whenever she can. For what reason? No idea.

    I'm really into purple aesthetics, too.

    I'm a whore for anything Mass Effect, or Life Is Strange.

    If you're here because you're confused as to who the hell I am, I was formerly CielsHell/Zydrune!


    I reply to any requests/comments/messages whenever I am able to. So please excuse late replies.

  • Comments (61)

    • HOWtwoROCK

      3 months ago

      i forgot to mention i posted pictures of myselfbecause of you. Thanks!

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        3 months ago

        Sorry I got to this so late!

        You're welcome though! :)

    • borisof007 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold HR Manager, Engineering

      4 months ago

      Thanks for the add Z :-)

      I've been on this site for far too long. Going to massively expand my friends list and be more engaged.

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        4 months ago

        My pleasure! 


        I've been around too, haha, just recently coming back as well. It's nice to meet you!

    • kog2025

      4 months ago

      Thanks for being the best friend ever Zy! <3 

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        4 months ago

        Of course. :)

    • TomCLusardi FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Graphic Designer at RT

      4 months ago

      Hellllo back! I'm leaving you a comment because:

      1) I want to!

      2) You were nice enough to leave me one!  metal

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        4 months ago

        Perfeeect! v

    • rachyrock FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Goddess of Noms

      2 years ago

      Happiest of birthdays, Kira! Wishing you happy thoughts on your day today smiley0.gif

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        That's honestly the most sweetest, cutest thing ever. ; o ; smiley12.gif

      • rachyrock FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Goddess of Noms

        2 years ago

        Of course! I was sending you mental thoughts of cherry blossom crowns & turtles all day, so y'know, it was a happy vibes kind of day smiley0.gifsmiley13.gif

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        Thanks darling! smiley0.gif

    • Webbe FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      2 years ago

      Thanks for the add! :)

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        No problem. c:

    • KimiJay92 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      2 years ago

      Hey, thanks for the add smiley0.gifsmiley12.gif

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        You're welcome. smiley1.gifsmiley12.gif

    • ConanEdogawa FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold All of 'em Anubis

      2 years ago

      hello, pretty person, and thank you for the friend request. :3

      • ConanEdogawa FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold All of 'em Anubis

        2 years ago

        gosh, but you're cute.

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        smiley12.gif

      • ConanEdogawa FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold All of 'em Anubis

        2 years ago

        well, the point remains, you're gorgeous and adorable, and that's all there is to say about that.

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        I doubt it. uwu

      • ConanEdogawa FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold All of 'em Anubis

        2 years ago

        that's nice to know. :3

        I just meant that if I were to start giving a eulogy and calling you "cute and adorable," other people might take issue. ;>.>

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        Psh.
        You're not creepy at all.

      • ConanEdogawa FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold All of 'em Anubis

        2 years ago

        .......ok, time to find a way to work all these compliments into a eulogy without being creepy.

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        /Dead.
        xD

      • ConanEdogawa FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold All of 'em Anubis

        2 years ago

        see, I already need to flatter you more for being gorgeous. if you start being adorable, too, this is gonna take forever.

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        ; u ;
        /Flails.

      • ConanEdogawa FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold All of 'em Anubis

        2 years ago

        I looked at the pictures of yourself that you posted. I have yet to flatter you to an appropriate amount.

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        Awh. ; u ;
        Don't flatter me too much, aha.
        But you're welcome. smiley1.gif

    • ilJexli FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      2 years ago

      Well hello, and Welcome back!

      • ilJexli FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        2 years ago

        smiley8.gif

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        Ellos.
        & thank you! smiley1.gif

    • Andria_G FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      2 years ago

      Thanks for breaking my month long no notification streak.

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        Aha, you're welcome.
        I haven't been here in forever, personal issues.

    • capWOOPYpant

      2 years ago

      Hi, nice to meet you. That request came out of nowhere lol.

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        Nice to meet you too.
        Sorry if I seemed creepy, aha.
        I'm finally back on here, so decided to try & make some new friends is all.
        smiley1.gif

    • Layne FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold SortaMalicious Mod

      2 years ago

      Thanks for the friendship smiley0.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley11.gif

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        No problem. smiley1.gif

    • Clint

      2 years ago

      Thanks for the friend request.

      • Pelessaria FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Psychedelic Venom

        2 years ago

        You're welcome. ^^

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      Fine, fine. I'll be there in a min. xD

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      Are you fucking kidding me? >:c LOL. You're right though.. I'm wide awake myself now, FUCK YOU INSOMNIA!

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      I'm going to try and get some sleep now though, while you all are screaming at the games you play and cook everything in the fucking house. xD

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      I've noticed. I have a fucking headache (Not from you, LOL.) Fucking hate school. e.e;

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      Holy fuck, fine. xD I'll go in, just because you're too cute. Are you having fun singing 'Circus Monster'?

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      Oh my fuck. No one told me what was going on and I'm just about drunk as fuck. Fuck school, I don't even know if I'm going to go in with you guys.

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      What the fuck is so funny? xD you're walking up the stairs with Luke laughing your asses off. On a side note; I really don't wanna fucking go in to school. D:

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      LOOOL. I won't. :P

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      Byeeeee. ^.^

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      Okay. xD See you in a bit.

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      Hah, alright. :P I might stop by within like..... 10-15 min.

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      I am, LOOOL. I'm getting off here for a bit, Im going to go get us food to cook and snack on before I come back over, drinks too. So... bye for now Micca. :3

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      Please? c;

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      LOOOOOOL.

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      ;~; ew.

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      Of course, how else would I show my love to you?

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      It does, but not as good as you. LOOOL. Im sorry. Your rage is the sexiest of them all, short mother fuckerrrr.

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      YEESSSSS! I swear.... if it wasn't, I'd kill everyone, I'd also kill everyone if it was a full damn week. ;c Fuck you, Micca, I'm going to cock slap you down the stairs. Just kidding, I love you too much. ;D Oh Christ, the neighbors are going to love it.... like they always do. -hugs you tight- You're so short, bitch. xD

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      ;~; LOOOOL. Holy fuck, was that really how long we were all sleeping? Sleep is yummy anyways, so why the fuck not? Oh do we have a half day in school tomorrow? I forget.... cause Im fucking stupid. xD And yes.... were going to game and fuck about with Luke and the others.

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      Don't you teehee me. Im going to nap now. You have kept me up all night with your rage and throwing goddamn candy at me. XD

    • Diffendoofer

      4 years ago

      Shh. ;~;

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  • Questions answered by Pelessaria

    Am I ded yet? Can I be ded yet?

    | Asked by: thaidanh 3 months ago

    no.

    and why am i just seeing this now?

    Because I think I'm pretty chill, and I like being myself.

    So I'm happy you guys like who I am, too. 

    What types of books do you like?

    | Asked by: JTR90 4 months ago

    Sci-fi, horror, post apocalyptic, mystery, action/adventure, fantasy.

    Do comics count as books? Cause I like those too. :P  

    Because you're coolio too.

    /Finger guns.

    How are you doing today?

    | Asked by: JohnCasey35 4 months ago

    Not good, but not bad either.

    Hanging in there for the most part!

    Thank you.


    Also; badass picture!

    Deadpool is awesome. 

    Just gotta keep your head up, my dude. No one said life was easy. I've built my strength from those hardships, and it's also thanks to my friends sticking by my side when I need them most.

    Because I'm badass. 

    That's why. :P